What is it that I wish for..?

On my 22nd birthday, what is it that I wish for?
I absolutely wish for nothing...

Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when you're trying not to cry & the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you & tell you that your voice is crappy. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Twirl, even when mind makes no sense of what you see. Frolic, even when you are made fun of. Sleep, even when you're afraid of what the dream might bring. Run, even when it feels like you can't move anymore. And always remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the happy person you are now. And without your experience you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyrics.. What makes you brave is you willingness to live through your terrible life & hold your head up high the next day. So, don't live in fear.. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap that happened, than you ever were back before it started...

What feels like a painful loss now will become something beautiful later on....

Only those who love themselves can love other. Only people who claim their own voice can hear the true song of another. When we learn to love ourselves before loving others, we will out stand in loving others. When we understand ourselves so perfectly & have a clear image about who we are & what we are to be, only then we will know how to understand others in a flawless way. Whenever we listen to ourselves, we will learn how to listen to others. Accepting ourselves will lead to accepting others. It is a complicated process though.. We will come to a deep understanding of ourselves only when we are in our deepest sadness or despair.. At the very moment that we emerge from this sadness into happiness without the need of anyone.. We will be able to fully & completely comprehend who we are.. Thus, easily accessing others' minds. Things may get worse before they get better, but they'll only get better if you let them get worse! There are times, at a certain period in ones life, when a person feels that they grew up the most. Through experiments of course! It could be a bad break-up, death of loved ones, betrayals etc. In such difficult times, we get to know ourselves better.. We analyze & interpret better.. We conclude in a much different way.. We never came to the world with an instruction book.. Along the way, through experiences we start writing our own instruction book inside our souls & take it everywhere with us to guide us through this life.. Just be sure that those instructions will never come to life if we aren't able to embrace what comes across our path.. Good or bad.. Everything in this life is for a cause.. Nothing just happens.. Unless we learn how accept the good & the bad equally.. Only then we will be able to lead a happy life..

Mirror Mirror on the wal!!

"Mirror Mirror on the wall.. who is the most beautiful hearted of them all?"
"Pardon me my lady, I can not break that wall"
"But how shall i know if people are abominable?"
"Pardon me my lady, so many people are only the beauty's thrall"
"Alas, heart & soul are my only enthral"
"Pardon me my lady, vanity has blinded them all"
"I shall lose you now, blindfold me eyes with a shawl"
"Pardon me my lady, do what you shall"
"I have to see through my heart.. Only then, in love I might fall"
"Pardon me my lady, you have a heart as white as a snowball"
"Pretty faces may not have the prettiest hearts.. I shall seek carried on a mistral until the nightfall"
"Good bye my lady.. The most beautiful hearted of them all!"

My Country House!

Oh country house! Where are you when I need you the most?.. Where are you when I want to hear the
water's purl? Or even when I want to enjoy a peaceful & calm chat with myself. I always wished you were mine & I were yours. I know we would pull the best out of each others company.. 
Oh country house! I need you like crazy!!! I need to cuddle in between your sheets & fall asleep heavenly.. And only when you wish you could wake me up by letting the sun's purl crawl upon my skin..
Oh country house! You make my heart full of pleasure only at thought that we will meet one day & that you shall be mine for good. I know you are the only one who will feed me more wisdom & knowledge.
Oh country house I could almost swear that I love you with every bit of my heart without even seeing you once! 
Country house, be safe for me I shall love you till the day I die.. Until we meet,  take a good care of yourself as I know you would do the same to me...

Sea...

Sea.. Love of my life! You held my secrets for so long, you were the only trustworthy sanctuary I've ever had.. You also kept a lot of my memories. So, my dear.. keep them with you. You may as well write them & push them into a bottle & let it ride your uncertain waves.. May be one day, my soul would be released, just as those secrets & memories.. Only then I might have a sort of closure.. Thank you my lovely sea <3